the dark side of the monkey

the last few days i have been feeling
on the other side of gratitude

it is a very familiar place for me

i want to be a contribution
but i can feel that i am only scratching the surface
in myself

often leaning towards the familiar hum of dissatisfaction


i am focusing almost all of my attention on what seemingly isn't working in my life.
lets explore this:

what appears to be the problem:
i am broke and don't love my business. I am uninspired, unmotivated and unfulfilled.

where is the gift in this?
-i get attention from the people in my life because they feel sorry for me.
-i inspire those around me to appreciate their work because it's not as bad as mine.
-i get to slack off and go for walkies with the dog
-people take care of me

Tapping into Gratitude!

Thank you friends/family/colleagues for listening to my on-going complaints and for taking care of me.

Thank you to the expressed invented misery, if it is a contribution to inspiring anyone in their life.




thank you, Audra