Sunday, January 10, 2010

humility/ blue heron/returned smiles

How does one move deeply into gratitude?

Apparently it is our true nature

Love joy peace
And this includes gratitude

For me, I like to slow down and slow down and stop
And watch the endless stream of shit flowing in my head
Brrrung brrrrrrung lalalalallala
And smile at it
Hello bullshit
Hello pain and struggle

And somehow try to thank it
Thank you for torturing me!

Thank you for those moments when I do not believe it.
Those rare moments.

And then in the stillness

Fuck shit fuck

Gratitude does not come easily to me
Gratitude comes easily to me


Thank you, Audra

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