Sunday, January 3, 2010

Nirvana

Watched “About a Son” last night, a pretty film in which Kurt Cobain narrates.

In the film, Kurt Cobain talks about his life’s challenges and it reminded me that the only reason why I started this “Gratitude Project” was to try to make my life better. To try to replace the cynicism, fear and anxiety I experienced daily with an experience of gratitude. I am deliberately and selfishly trying to use this “Gratitude Project” to make myself happier.

I want to jump out of bed in BLISS each day.

And I want to get paid to travel the world and be silly and eat monkey eyeballs etc.

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It just occurred to me that I am having great difficulty being grateful.

But in this thought alone, I can feel the warmth rise up in me from a deep and unused place:

I am grateful that I have a place to come and explore the How the Fuck? of Gratitude.





Thank you, Audra

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